I'M ON OVERLOAD
IN OTHER WORDS, I CANNOT DO EVERYTHING I'M TRYING TO
Every reality ties you up in it's established social norms and paradigms. -
This makes it almost impossible to really change social structures.
JUGGLING BETWEEN THIS REALITY AND THE VISION "A DIFFERENT REALITY"-
IS NOT THE ANSWER TO ESTABLISHING HEAVEN ON EARTH.
This continual distraction makes it impossible to fully serve the vision.
So, It's time to zero in on the vision -
IE: MAKE IT ALL THERE IS TO THE POINT NOTHING ELSE EXIST

Again - in other words -- as far as my personal envolvement in this reality goes.
If I had moved forward more agressively before,-
Heaven might be our experience now -BUT-
THAT MIGHT NOT BE THE PLAN
There could be unknown reasons that it's going like it is.
IE: It's hard to get a clear picture of how visions and/or dreams materialize.
May place another sentence or two later.

An Insight into the difference in the reality we inherited and the vision
THE CODE THAT IS AN OVERLAY TO THE WAY WE ARE
The Hologram we carry