After looking at how my life played on the stage of this reality
I realize now how I was born with the vision, -
As I became more involved, I merely learned different ways to express it
In other words, it seems like it was always with me somehow
And ever since the vision in 1995 its been my only real desire
From its beginning, there was enough for volumes of books, but no efforts toward actually writing them
Then finally, in the context of writing books, -
It will be 10 years ago this fall (2005) the vision of the Heaven on Earth Society came to me
The vision was so dramatic I proceeded to write rough drafts about it in two books
SEE BRIEF HISTORY
Every since that magical morning I woke up and had to write about it, -
Its consumed my life like nothing else mattered
(Once anyone has a vision of a reality like it, no other reality will do.)
I never imagined then all the crooks and turns it would take
And I couldn't have believed that the rough drafts on the two visionary books wouldn't be finished
If I had, the focus probably would have stayed on the books and they might be in mass production today
If their value had been recognized, more than likely they would have been published before the idea of using computers to get the vision out over the internet became the way to go
That's one of the reason they haven't been published, because other thing got in the way of concentrating on writing SPIRITUALIZING A SPECIES, the real visionary crux of the matter
Another thing that got in the way was, -
in 1998 I thought about writing something to introduce the visionary books -
Something to try and stirr up intrest in them and perhaps get help or support
That's when I started writting Articles about them
The first was like a type of overview or all encompassing Article called an - AUTHORIZATION FORM
Then four more Minor Articles were written to accommodate it
While writing the Minor Articles 3 Major Articles came to mind and were written
It was during this process the Articles took on a life of their own
(A CENTRAL INGREDIENT THAT WAS WRAPPING AROUND THE VISION)
They became indespensible to the vision because some of what's in the articles aren't in the books
So, The Articles that introduced the books became the first display of the vision to the world
My Story took so many different directions the visionary books got lost
My eyes were taken off the prize in a way I couldn't have realized
Now I return, -
Maybe this time I'll get the resources and support, -
The help that's needed to keep my eyes on the prize
THE PRIZE OF A REALITY THAT'S BEYOND MONEY KNOWN AS
THE HEAVEN ON EARTH SOCIETY